Raymond "sharky" wong

Raymond wong or a lot of you might know him as "sharky" from dota 2 is a great and kind guy... Well known in this circle as an international professional player~ (pretty cool huh)To be friends with him is a pleasure... I still remember that he introduce me to his friend and the topics we talked about was hilarious... haha =D

And how I trick him into an awkward situation between me and this other guy for lunch... hahahaha... but he was smart enough to notice what was going on... but still willing to stay there for me... I am very grateful for that.... =)
And I know that he is a great guy when he really did take care of my girl when I asked him to as a favor, even when he don't know her =)
It's all this little gesture that counts, and I remembers them~ =)

I don't know you for very long... nor very well... but I do know that the time we know each other is one of those happy and relax moments in life^^
Well... at least dying in your sleep is kinda a peaceful way to go so... rest in peace my friend... and if you can hear my prayers... do know that being friends with you had bring me joy and happiness =)
Maybe someday if I return to god... We might meet again^^ May you have a smooth journey my friend~ =D

Kryptonite, management, forced~

Growing up, dad is not always around... so when he does come back, we clear our plans and schedule just to suit his timing... and my dad have this habit of bringing us to places that is far from home and meet his friends or business pals... and what happened is, my dad will kept talking and we were just sitting there listening to stuff that we have no interest in... for few hours... then when we grew up, he still does the same thing and this is how we learn to fully charge our phones and bring out our power banks...

I always have this thought about why, why did he bring us, then I realized the question I was asking is flawed... because the question that interest me is what did he achieve by bringing us... and things became clear... he doesn't just want us to be involve and know what he is doing, he did this because he doesn't need to feel guilty about not being around us... but what he didn't realized is he is merely lying to himself and we are left with no choice but to sit at a place for hours doing nothing .. then the worst part is... doing nothing actually makes you very tired, and remember when I said places that is far from home just now, well... this created a surviving mechanism of keeping yourself awake even when you are tired, this is why I don't sleep inside cars... because it reminds me of bad memories and I don't feel safe...

I thought I don't like business talk, but turns out that I do... I actually understand it and I find it insightful... I can even have half of my mind doing something else but still decipher what is said, thx to years of training...
What I dislike... no... what I hated was the superb management skill of my dad, the feeling of being forced to stay outside for hours doing nothing and also the time line my dad chooses... GREAT PLAN...

I always said that I don't want any children of mine to grow up the way I did, because I know what trauma it can bring to a person just because you don't know the difference between personal life and work... and also just because you didn't see the importance of details and time management... SO NO!!! I don't ever want to be with someone that doesn't understand this... and the word "management" became my specially designed kryptonite for everyone around me... I can't, I just can't accept the fact that wanting to be rich means that you gave up in living a life... I have seen ppl coming back home and talking about things other than work... or blending in work with their kids in a comfortable ways... IT ONLY TAKE 15 MINUTES OF QUALITY TALK, it can even help you to release stress...

Similarities~ no point~

Today I gave myself a chance to follow L around and see how he is like normally around his friends and colleagues... eventually I notice that he really got a little too much similarities with my dad...

How he spend is similar, how he find food is similar, but the bad part is, how he is making a living also reminds me a lot about my dad... and today, when we were in the car for the whole day, he then go meet a friend which I am totally cool with it, and after that, we go stay in another friend's house for the night, I got to admit that I feel very uneasy about it, I actually feel like I shouldn't have follow him here....

Now only I notice that what I wanted was a simple love, simple life with simple ppl, life is just too short to be with ppl that you are not happy with... and I don't feel happy with him... I know that I like being with him, I know that I love him, but I am just not happy when I am with him... I feel stress, and cautious about what I say and how I think became a question asked a million times a day towards me every time we talk... I don't like staying out long hours talking about stuff that I have no interest in and especially not after a long drive...

Stop asking me not to think and learn about my preference, because I am also a person with low patient.... if after 2 months then you still doesn't know about my preference and still being too focus on other stuff... then I don't see a point of keeping this on...

Movie and a little more

We went for this movie call "don't break my heart 2" just now...
I love the first movie, then when just now I realized that it was the continued episode of it... I was so glad^^ (yes, I don't know what movie was that even after we bought the ticket :-P)

Anyway, I think the movie just confirmed that, all girls will eventually follow what their heart wants... no matter how, you will still choose the one you love the most =) a little bit pity to the other good guy though, because he really did everything right... and if I was her, there is a high possibility that I will choose the March guy than the playboy.... every girls like romantic guys but if I were to spend the rest of my life with someone, I think the guy that I know will treat me nice and love me forever is the guy I will go for...

Well... today I had a great day with L and I know a little more about him... and I want to know more too... I wonder if I am the only one who wants to know more though... fingers cross... but so far so good =)

Technical, lovey dovey

Hanging out don't feel like hanging out with L... we go out see friends and it felt like every "friend" got their own agenda and own role... the only person that I am remotely sincere in talking to is a girl that doesn't talk business... I was so glad to know someone that doesn't talk intelligent =)

I like the fact that L is fighting for his career and meeting with ppl that is important, doing things that are going to change his future... I really like those qualities about him...  most of all, he will come to see me, and misses me, and that make a world stop spinning... it's soothing and comfortable conversation with him sometimes make me feel like I am having a debate or taking an exam... because everything is so technical so stiff and realistic...

I am just a girl that is here to find true love... who still believe in fairy tales... I always remember that being in a relationship should be lovely, sweet and warm... I never relate it to anything this structural before and also so... systematical... I guess sometimes guys forgot that choosing a topic that will interest a girl is really a thing...

I think anything is more fun than talking about business for now... even watching my two fat hamsters running on the wheel excites me more than the topic of business...

Other than that, L doesn't seem to understand why I wanted to know about his ex, because it was part of his life and when he talks about it... I can still hear the effects on him... I can hear and see that she meant something important to him once... maybe not now, but she was somebody to him before, it gonna mean something... and if he doesn't want to talk about her, maybe he is not that over her either...

Scare~ seriously~

Today was a great day, I spend yesterday and today mostly with him =) however, I guess I was thinking a bit too easy on the whole situation...

The reason why I won't let myself believe in love at one point of my life is because it's scary, not scare of being hurt, if that's was the case, it would be easier to settle... but... the issue here is, it scares me to think what if that person don't like the whole me... what if he doesn't like my whole package... what if he found out that I am not good enough?

I am very scare when ppl tell me that they hear stuff about me... or tell me that a lot of ppl talks about you... because who are those a lot of ppl are? What do they know about me to actually even have a saying in my life? My style? I seriously hate it when ppl tells me they know ppl that knows me... because when they say that... they didn't even understand the meaning of "know you" yet...

L was chosen by me because he has the potential to see things clearly, and understand what it means to focus on here and now... however, that's just how I saw him... just now inside the car, we were having this conversation and I feel like he doesn't trust me... he says he does, but his words tells me other wise... and if he really trust me, I shouldn't need to explain to him about those "a lot of ppl"

I don't explain stuff because I knew that when I explain, I also lost faith in you... due to the fact that I still need to explain...

Commitment issue? Not so much~

I wanna play more and experience more life, then I wanna travel the world, see a lot of things... and I planned all these just for myself~ =)

Well... now that I am 24, I had most of the fun I wanted, experienced enough bumps and failure... then I started to date again, but this time... it's a bit different, it turns out to be more than just dating... I don't know how or why, it just got serious along the way... the funny thing is, I don't feel that fear I used to with him~ XP

My body doesn't reject him, my emotion definitely accepted him, my mind took a little convincing but overall... my life seems to went into this other state without I noticing it, haha~ XD I think this is the state where my older friends was trying to tell me, they said  "you will want to play, wanna experience different things and have different feelings and emotions along the way, but someday, you will wanna settle down and all those plans you have for yourself will become plans you have for 2 ppl then maybe 3 then 4"

I never truly understood what they said until now... and I am not scare anymore... so meeting L parents are not scary... well... a little bit scary thinking if they will like me, but not scary in the way that this is going too serious... because being serious in this relationship seems to be the best choice I have ever made, and I am not even scare that I'll regret it... at least for now, I am going with the flow, because I am liking the flow, and because L might just be the best thing that ever happen to me, I just hope that he won't freak out because I didn't freak out... haha

Raison d'être

Raison d'être means the reason of existence, it is also a phrase that was said to me just now^^

Haha... I am so melted right now, originally I though wanting to see him and missing him is bad... but talking to him made me realized that I am not alone in this... and I am allow to do so =) I am not a secret and I truly have him...
My fear of commitment is lifted from me^^

All I needed was for him to show me that I am not someone extra... and I am important to him too =)
I was feeling agitated because I miss him a lot... and I am so relieve to know that he feels the same too~ ^^
I AM NOT ALONE!!! XD

I am now ready to quite playing around and really plan on that online business thing... because I think it's time for me to plan... and really do what I think =)
And L Is a great source of motivation... no more sales job for me... time to pick up some pace!!! XP

Wait until break~

Yesterday was my best friend's birthday, and I celebrated with her and it was great, everybody is happy^^ then I went to shop alone in the mall... feeling excited because I am going to see him finally~ n3n

But apparently... it's a very bad decision >< I was thinking that maybe a 2 hours shopping time is not a bad thing... ended up become almost 4 hours... because I was waiting and waiting and waiting for the "will leave earlier person"

When I finally see him from his usual lateness because "something" always came up last minute... what I felt was more like ok, let's play... without any sense of excitement or determination, because you are just there to complete a mission, because you already waited for so long... might as well play ~.~

I don't think that he even notice being late is his signature and telling me "something" came up had became his habit~ and he also didn't notice that when he tells "everyone" that his schedule is flexible and free, he is actually letting everyone else filling up his time and the worst part is I can't get angry because he is working and I have to be... have to be... have to be considerate =`)

Maybe he couldn't see it yet, but he isn't ready for a person like me =( I am looking for a future husband, and those "something" is breaking us apart... and I'll wait until someday one of us notice that this is not working and either he is going to leave me or the other way around... because from all these "something"... and the usual lateness and the usual scenario, that's the only possible outcome..

We are only at the beginning of this relationship and this is already the outcome... I am failing to see what is going to get better =_=lll

Lord, he is a great guy that I really really like, please grand him the wisdom to let me see that he is capable to sustain a functional relationship by planning something for me =)
Please guide me to see the greatness in this man so I can have the patient to wait... O:-) I believe that he is the right guy for me, but if being with the current him... means that Janice Choo needs to die :-\

Next week, next time

The phrase "next week" never gave me a good impression... so does the phrase "next time"

Because they never happen, because when there is no definite time or date... normally it means that there wasn't a time that this answer was actually consider in details~~

When I was a kid, I ask, when is dad coming back? Next week...
But most of the time, it's just a phrase (no big deal now) and I learn not to ask, and learn not to put in hope... because nobody likes disappointment...

A heart can only get disappointed so many times until it learns not to put in any hope at first~ I had learn how to comprehend so please don't make me empty promises and make me hate you... because if you really do care, you will know that it's a form of lying to me... I have grew up knowing when to stop trusting someone, unfortunately nobody is exempted yet...

I understand that ppl say a lot of beautiful words everyday, and I enjoy those words, but to gain my trust, it's certainly not an easy task especially if you are someone who never think that lying is a big deal...

Past is the past

I have made my past as a past, but I am still a good person... because turning my back and walking away from another person just isn't my style... it's just not my core...

If today my decision of having a life is wrong... then so be it... because I found that person who I can give all my heart to and also gave his all to me...
I am very satisfied with who I have chosen because I genuinely think that this man is the man who I can spend the rest of my life with and I really do love him...

I try my best to be a good person... I am a human, I don't just stop loving another person when I leave them... so no matter what happened... I will still care... eventually I will still give in my best care and best support that I can...

But for me to help you... you must first help yourself... I have done and said all that I can... so all that's left is to wait... I wish that someday, you will see what I have done for you and stand back up... hoping that the people I placed beside you can help guide you back on the right tract too...

Summary of the day is, I will always care and I will always be there to help out for as much as I could... I do know that it might not be fair for L... but if he truly knows me, then he will see that me trying to help and loving him has no contradictions at all...

I believe that I am doing the right thing, and I believe that someday... L can see that he choose the right person because he had choose one that still understand the meaning of compassion...

PAST and IGNITE...

Have you try to help someone until your own soul is decaying? Well... apparently I have... and I realize that I really did put down so much... even my social life... my personal time and also my dignity...

I can see changes but I felt so hopeless in trying to prevent those changes from happening ><
I see love but it is no longer enough, because without improvement, it's useless...

Been in this situation for a few time then I started to realized that I too have changed... I seems to be choosing stuff and ppl to care about now...
What I wanted is something stable~ However, no matter how far I go, I seems to kept bumping into the same kind of ppl all over again... I am starting to think that maybe this is what they call reality, it means that no matter how great life can seem... Ppl are all the same...

I cannot let my past hunts me down again, but instead of running away from it, I think I am ready to actually face it now =) I need and want that courage that is in me to be ignited...

Future~^^

Today is a long day, I was in 3 different state, kampar then KL then johor... but somehow I don't feel tired, probably due to having things to do... Haha

I was enjoying my stay in kampar with L, then I was enjoying my time with T, my best friend^^ and now I am enjoying listening to this story of this tb, S...

I kinda miss L from the moment I step away from him... and he reminds me of that little girl I used to be when I was 16 years old, I just enjoy being around him and I can actually see a future with him =)
S reminds me of how I was when I was 16 as well and I like to listen to her stories, haha... she reminds me of the time where I was choosing partners, following feelings and being reckless, I was feeling a little bit old but also felt like a grown up because what she experiencing now is what I experienced b4... Haha

I am seeing a future where I will put my effort in nurturing children, enjoying a simple house with my own design... and my home is where my family is, a family that me and my man built^^

Haha... I am probably thinking a little far, but I do know what kind of future I would want, and this man is capable of making me see it clearer...

Thank you Lord for giving me the chance to see clearer, and when I have kids, I will want them to know you so that they will have a clear and kind path^^

Management~

Sometimes I have this thought of being forever alone for the rest of my life...
Because the spouse that I wanted doesn't exist, sigh... :-(

There are times where I think it would be easier if I own a car... but if I think about the core problem, that's not the case... even if I have a car to drive around, every time if my partner is not around then I go find somebody else accompany me... basically the situation is telling me he is replaceable...

I don't like waiting for ppl... I don't like guys that ask me things without giving me at least a suggestion...especially when the decision is base on your timing not mine... and I severely dislike the fact that I am told something last minutes where I could have made other plans...

I am a very complicated person because what I wanted is simple, and yet ppl kept failing miserably at it...
I just wanted someone that take time to know me... and have a good management skill... what is wrong with telling me a schedule so that I know how to settle my own lunch time? Or the main problem is actually not knowing that I need to eat lunch... maybe the worst scenario is not caring enough to think that I need to eat lunch...

I can handle my own stuff but how am I suppose to manage when I spend all my time just waiting for a response or waiting for some absolute craps where it can be avoided if you could just have a little better management skills in personal life...

I am an independent person but I do need to know stuff... is it really so hard to notice that I am just like any other girl... when I find a boyfriend... he should be a guardian... or else... what use are you there for me, I could have just pick anyone else or maybe just have any other bunch of friends?

Well... this is one of those time where I simply wanted to find a place to spill my thoughts then forget about everything because my mind can't comprehend with another person's life....

Please Lord... give me the will to comprehend, give me the wisdom to understand, most of all, give me the courage to try to make this work... because I am really lost right now not knowing what is there to hope for...

Moment :-)

There are things I am very confuse about will emerge out of nowhere from time to time... And I seem to be encountering one particularly confusing issue here~

I believe that if you are in love with a person... it happens in a moment... a moment that makes everything you see about him became magical... good... And makes you feel absolutely vulnerable but you don't care...

I was asked something yesterday and it's a question that I was expecting but with no answer still... if I were to jump again... I need to be sure... jumping into the valley of love is not exactly easy for me anymore but I do believe that there will have this moment where I just know that I love him...

L is a great guy with so much potential and fire in him... his passion in work and determination for success is what made him so attractive to me but also because of this... sense of security with him is unstable... probably have something to do with his financial stability or something like that... But apart from this... I feel more positivity and more alive when I am with him... maybe I just need to see him and really let him pampered me to have that moment...

P.S. When a moment like that comes, I won't be hesitate to show it =)

Start over~

For those who knows me, it is evidence that my love life is a mess~ haha 😅

Well... I decided to kept on trying though~ and this time, he is L... The initial happens to be one of my favourite character as well from death note... haha~ 😄

I always knew that I am not the girl that any guy can accept 😧 but just like any other girls, we don't really know what we want until we met what we don't want... haha~ so here goes~

1. I like public display of affection~
2. I like calm and logic guys~
3. I like guys that dare to have me beside him all the time, not literary,  just my name on key chains,  my identity infront of friends~^^
4. I love couple shirts and I like necklace that have initials of both of us~
5. Birthday and valentine day is important, at least have to remember and let me see that you care~
6. I like suprise gift, especially those that are custom made or hand made because to me, it says you are my one and only~
7. I like to know what you are doing. .. so a simple message will do^^ I am not that clingy so I really don't need to meet all the time^^

Cancer and lost game of lee zhong wei on national day~

I have no idea which is more depressing~ = ( The fact that Datuk Lee lost this badminton match on national day which make a lot of my coleagues lost their whole month salary... Some even lost everything!!! OR the fact that I just found out one of my friend, B, got throat cancer and is coughing blood constantly~ ><

What is wrong with today?!?!?! X(
I hate gamblers that have no sense of control!!! Why can't they just use their brain and do something useful with their money or simply just save it up?!?!?!

However, now that I think about it... I got my answer, cancer is more depressing... T-T
I have absolutely zero clue on what to say then I can't tell anyone else =_= I wish I could just shout at my friends and said... HE IS DYING!!! PLS SOMEBODY HELP HIM!!!

"L, you can't just walk towards B and care about him and suddenly become brothers to him after knowing him for a month~"
I can't even tell L that because he was just being nice and trying to show that he cares, but from the same action,  I think he is killing B faster than the cancer~ ><

I am feeling absolutely useless and guilty  right now and again.... I do feel like if I have more guts in me to say what's on my mind.. my life will be so much easier~ = (
If you are there GOD,  please guide me!!!

Graduation~

Well... last week I had my graduation, I was happy about the fact that I never have to go back utar again... haha~ so I guess taking Master in the near future is out of the question~ XP
During my graduation... Some friends travel from another states just to see me~ I am very very grateful and hope that someday, I can find someone worthy enough for me to do the same~ =)As for love life, I found out that being single is not a problem but staying as one is, I can't seem to stay single long enough to see a clear picture, so basically I am giving them a probation period~ Hoping that one of them may actually pass with a distinction or get terminated~ (obviously I am very rusty in dating and also very tired of it) ><

Well... no pain no gain so... go train some 6 packs or improve some English skills or maybe increase some income~ whichever you think is going to catch my attention,  do it~~ ^^

Favourite coleague^^

I like one of my coleagues a lot~ She is not the easy to know type but once you get to know her, she is the type of friend that you are glad to have =)

Hehe,  she doesn't show that she cares... but she will help when you needed it and when she jokes,  she is very serious.... hahahaha XD and when she smiles, she is actually very beautiful,  just that she doesn't do that often and give ppl a very ice cold feel~ ><
Sometimes I feel like her straightforward personality is what got her into trouble~ but it is also because of this personality, I find her very special~

Just now we went out to eat and she told me quite a lot of things, for the first time in this company,  I actually feel like this is what I should know and what I should feel when talking to a coleague =D

I wish that I can be friends with her instead of just coleagues, but then again,  I think we are already friends^^

Observe and see~

Yesterday I notice that I have a weird interest in looking at guys moving stuff here and there~ haha~ Probably have something to do with the word "macho"^^ I guess in my mind, I always have this idea of guys should be macho and doing things that requires streghth or power~ XP

There are 4 new known guys from work and they are good ppl^^ And one of them is especially nice and he makes me feel like I belong again =D The simple gesture (as he said) of bringing me out to lunch and meet with his friends is heart warming =) I feel so secure and relax ^_^Y
As I said, all I need was just gangs of friends whom I can relate to =)

I got myself sorted out but my lady boss seems to be pretty mess up though~ ><
She was crying in the car and talking to jesus~ If you exist father, I am praying that you help this woman because she really truly believe in you~
I notice that the reason she hang out with a terrible friend is because she doesn't have anyone else to go to, and this makes me realized the reason why terrible ppl also have friends~ Just because their friends have no choice~ =_=lll

Lying to myself~

Today is just like every other day, there are some crazy customers then some stupid ppl coming around and talk crap~ and a friend came by just for me to find him annoyingly boring and ridiculously no topic~ >< I guess some ppl are better when they are typing =_=lll
Then I got praise by a coleague saying that I look beautiful, and everything was good^^

However, here comes the problem, THIS IS ALL A LIE~     I never wanted ppl come finding me alone... because it's very tired to kept thinking what to say and I hate it especially when it is a guy, because it feels like I am being evaluated from every expression I make and every word I say~

And I am a 24 years old girl, why would I feel happy about being find attractive by a 48 years old single uncle? And what the hell am I suppose to feel when I am hanging out with bitches and old ppl all day long with the topic of furnitures?
I hate my life because I dont have a gang of friends that can mingle... why do you guys always have to meet me alone?!?!?!

I DON'T WANT TO GO THROUGH YOUR EXAM!!!! And I hate myself for not having friends that actually notice that staying home apart from working is NOT A LIFE!!!!! WHY CANT YOU ALL HANG OUT AND INTRODICE ME TO PPL THAT IS NOT TWICE MY AGE?!?!?!? SERIOUSLY, HOW HARD COULD IT BE TO JUST FIND FRIENDS THAT I CAN HAVE BEER WITH!!!!

Simple happiness~

I guess we couldn't always have everything we wanted,  but most of the time it turns out that when we are focusing all our attention on the bad things we have to face or the goal we wanted to achive... we forgot about those simple happiness~^^

Today a customer uses "bubbly" to describe me and added my wechat just to keep in touch with me.... haha... I know that it's like making a new friend... but this man makes me feel like... sometimes when I am working, I am still treated and seen as me than just someone who is selling them stuff~ =D I even get to enjoy a traditional intrument performance later on which I find extremely soothing to listen to^^

Then when it's time to go home, I was so grateful to have a new coleague that is willing to fetch me and he came with an old colleague whom I always think as a wonderful person^^ well~ you know what they say, happiness comes when it is least expected^^

And Rendang chicken was cooked, hehe~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD!!!^^
Great food with wonderful ppl follow by warm bath and now cold air con, I think I am doing pretty good, hehe^^

Mcd~^^

Everytime I am sad or unhappy~ Mcd seems to be my easiest and greatest solution ^^
I often think that food are kinda mesmerising object that can tranform negative into positive~ Just so happen that my happy food is from Mcd. .. haha

Nothing a little fries and mcflurry orea can't solve... hehe~ May tomorrow be a better day^^ FIGHTING!!! =D

Single life

Well~ a return of single life is very weird for me~ I was feeling all whoozy at first then angry at everyone for no reason~

Then eventually accepted the fact and now... I think I am ready to date again~ =D
Well~ How did I know I was ready? Easy... it's because I am no longer angry at ppl and most of all, I started to think what kind of man I am looking for~ However,  I seem forgotten how to be single and available again... haha XP

BUT~~ I do know that I am alone and it's starting to feel lonely~

Friends

Yesterday I met someone that reminded me that friendship does not depends on how long you have know the person... but how much chemistry u guys have have when you are with each other~

I met a malay lady yesterday at work, she is so nice and bought me dinner the first day we know each other, I find her super comfortable to talk to =D Her mindset is also very modern, very understandable too~ No matter what race... I am always blessed with friendship~ and I am always very thankful for that =)

What can I say, I am a lucky girl~ hahahaha~

How to train a dragon 2

I am absolutely amaze by this movie~ I always find anime fascinating. ... but with a great story line... it's totally a new level of awsome!!! =D

Non stop

I have a dad who doesn't come home often... but when he does come home... he will have a terrible habit of dragging us outside and start talking~
It's worst than lecture class because even that ends in 3 hours... this one can last to midnight... such as yesterday. .. until 4a.m ><
O good god, can I please have a more normal conversation rather than this non stop bable of I don't know what~

(And no... the topic has nothing to do with me) =_=lll

Love

There is this thing call love~
It is in almost every movie or series that we watch... even movies like SAW... you can also see the love John have for his wife and son~

However... nowadays... The love of ppl seems to be dying or wishing it to be like Korean drama~

If you like someone... communicate with him or her then tell them you like them~
It doesn't matter if you are a boy or a girl... If you kept waiting. .. time pass and feelings gone... and what is there to lost? Just tell then if not mutual feeling... remain friends... The awkwardness remain a week or so... and if the feeling is mutual. .. congratulation... you might just earn your happiness in this magical world =)

JUST BE A LITTLE MORE BRAVER AND MAGIC WILL HAPPEN =D

别无他选~

两个弟弟都有车。。。而我呢?
他们做工,那我读书呢?
渐渐的。。。开始不再有期待了~自己要什么,自己争取~~

是不甘心的,是不开心的,可是。。。没有的不必勉强, 想要的,我靠自己!!!

至少知道,我不再放希望在别人身上。。。我必须坚持, 必须坚强。。。有时候。。。也因为别无他选~~

Xperia ray LCD replacement

This is not as simple as I imagine. .. so many screws~
And so many things to take out and put back in

It's easy when only the glass screen is damage... but now it's the LCD that spoil... so annoying =_=