Have you try to help someone until your own soul is decaying? Well... apparently I have... and I realize that I really did put down so much... even my social life... my personal time and also my dignity...
I can see changes but I felt so hopeless in trying to prevent those changes from happening ><
I see love but it is no longer enough, because without improvement, it's useless...
Been in this situation for a few time then I started to realized that I too have changed... I seems to be choosing stuff and ppl to care about now...
What I wanted is something stable~ However, no matter how far I go, I seems to kept bumping into the same kind of ppl all over again... I am starting to think that maybe this is what they call reality, it means that no matter how great life can seem... Ppl are all the same...
I cannot let my past hunts me down again, but instead of running away from it, I think I am ready to actually face it now =) I need and want that courage that is in me to be ignited...
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