The love... It's gone

Have anyone of you experience this before?  The moments you have before flashes infront of you and you try to save your relationship and then just that one incident or one move happen... Then what you feel is gone...  Like you never love that person before?

Well...  I said that if a conversation is had right now...  He will regret it...  And now actually proves that I was right...  It's gone...  All that love I have for him and all those effort I made to change him and make this relationship work is gone...  Just like that...  The love is gone... 

I no longer feel like wanting to understand all this stuff...  I no longer feel the obligation to make any changes...  I just feel free and happy now...  That feeling is murdered just because he force me to put back on a facebook status...
I wish that I can somehow manage to save this relationship...  But apparently.... What's gone stays gone...  =）

Moment :-)

There are things I am very confuse about will emerge out of nowhere from time to time... And I seem to be encountering one particularly confusing issue here~

I believe that if you are in love with a person... it happens in a moment... a moment that makes everything you see about him became magical... good... And makes you feel absolutely vulnerable but you don't care...

I was asked something yesterday and it's a question that I was expecting but with no answer still... if I were to jump again... I need to be sure... jumping into the valley of love is not exactly easy for me anymore but I do believe that there will have this moment where I just know that I love him...

L is a great guy with so much potential and fire in him... his passion in work and determination for success is what made him so attractive to me but also because of this... sense of security with him is unstable... probably have something to do with his financial stability or something like that... But apart from this... I feel more positivity and more alive when I am with him... maybe I just need to see him and really let him pampered me to have that moment...

P.S. When a moment like that comes, I won't be hesitate to show it =)