Hanging out don't feel like hanging out with L... we go out see friends and it felt like every "friend" got their own agenda and own role... the only person that I am remotely sincere in talking to is a girl that doesn't talk business... I was so glad to know someone that doesn't talk intelligent =)
I like the fact that L is fighting for his career and meeting with ppl that is important, doing things that are going to change his future... I really like those qualities about him... most of all, he will come to see me, and misses me, and that make a world stop spinning... it's soothing and comfortable conversation with him sometimes make me feel like I am having a debate or taking an exam... because everything is so technical so stiff and realistic...
I am just a girl that is here to find true love... who still believe in fairy tales... I always remember that being in a relationship should be lovely, sweet and warm... I never relate it to anything this structural before and also so... systematical... I guess sometimes guys forgot that choosing a topic that will interest a girl is really a thing...
I think anything is more fun than talking about business for now... even watching my two fat hamsters running on the wheel excites me more than the topic of business...
Other than that, L doesn't seem to understand why I wanted to know about his ex, because it was part of his life and when he talks about it... I can still hear the effects on him... I can hear and see that she meant something important to him once... maybe not now, but she was somebody to him before, it gonna mean something... and if he doesn't want to talk about her, maybe he is not that over her either...
