Raison d'être

Raison d'être means the reason of existence, it is also a phrase that was said to me just now^^

Haha... I am so melted right now, originally I though wanting to see him and missing him is bad... but talking to him made me realized that I am not alone in this... and I am allow to do so =) I am not a secret and I truly have him...
My fear of commitment is lifted from me^^

All I needed was for him to show me that I am not someone extra... and I am important to him too =)
I was feeling agitated because I miss him a lot... and I am so relieve to know that he feels the same too~ ^^
I AM NOT ALONE!!! XD

I am now ready to quite playing around and really plan on that online business thing... because I think it's time for me to plan... and really do what I think =)
And L Is a great source of motivation... no more sales job for me... time to pick up some pace!!! XP

My study colors

"Study" is not exactly an exciting friend to hang out with... at least her partner "exam" is not that welcome~ haha~I notice that exam can became a giant pain in the ass~ but it can also be a great motivation if TIME is managed well~ =)

This semester,  I found that long lost joy in studying~ I am glad that it came back to me and I am glad that the motivation needed to do other things is the same motivation~~

Sometimes,  you just need to step out of stress from "exam" and be friends with "study"~ you might realized that she is fun to be with, and you 2 can share some favourite colors~ =)